I might not be too happy that you stay by my side, because it might be just because you treat me like your close friends. But I’m happy that you stay by my side, because i need you more then i need anything else. But distance drifted further and further between you & me. I don’t know what else i can to to let us be closer then just friends. Well, things always get complicated between us. Life’s like this, When you really want some things, it’ll never be yours. When you let it go, then you’ll realize you need it so much that you went crying over it, regretting. A message to everyone who feels “confuse” in don’t know what you really want, while things that you can not confirm that you want it, keep it closely to you. Don’t every let it go but always be fast on deciding what you really want. If you still feel lost, follow your heart where it leads you. Because only your heart knows what & who you really need. Well, it’s not just complicated, but it’s more then stressing yourself out. But to realize, you’ll find out that when you decide on it already, it’s the most happiest moment for the rest of your life. Because it’s how you want it to be. So girl, I wanna let you know, I really love you. I hope you’ll accept me one day. You’re a need in me. Please don’t leave and it hurts me when you do. There’s a distance between us now if you didn’t realize. Does it mean this is your decision? I miss you.. I feel so jealous when you’re with him although i know how the relationship is. But i can understand and I’ll wait till you say yes to me. If you chosen to leave me, please, let me know.. I love you.