what i want is only you by my side, got wrong? why you have to treat me this way? tears running down my face, typing all this, pain in my heart, you know mahs? what i wanted is just you, is it so difficult? i love you so much yet how you treat me? ya my fault! i'm just being too selfish my own! enough!? i hate this worlds i hate everything! why can't i have what i wanted most? why must everything be in this way? i just wanted you to be by my side, my wrong? feeling its so near, yet i forever can't hug it, why! please god, if you wanna torture me like that let me die hao mahs? i don't wanna live in this kinda world! i am a human, not whatever! i need my own things too! ya so what if i said my heart is shattering now? will you every care? when i need you by my side were you there? why you always have reasons to push me away? why? are you hiding me something? JUST TELL ME WHY HAO MAHS!!! hais. enough tears, enough pain. i need you yet you wasn't here. hais. let me die better la!

BABY, YOU KNOW LOVE YOU A LOT, YET YOU TREATING ME THIS WAY. THANKS. MAYBE ITS FOR REVENGE. TAKECARE BA.. IM GONE LER. HAO HAO HUO XIA QU OKAYS=) 我爱你, 我真的真的很爱你. 我不知道你会不会离开, 我可是我只知道，我永远永远会爱着你，这是我对你的承诺。我爱你!